So I've been told lately by a few different people that I'm backing off in my relationships with them. And I've noticed that as a general trend, my more inner circle of friends keeps getting slightly narrower as time goes on. This has not been a purposeful undertaking. I am just trying to do right by what time I have to give. It's interesting that as I take up the slack in one relationship, that extra sag ends up in another. I supposed that by definition to pull in one direction means that there will be something taken from the other. I also don't believe all of this is just my fault. I can't be everything to everyone. I may feel like I have a hero complex sometimes, but I know I'm no Superman. I'm not saying that we all have to be happy where we are. What I am saying is that there's only so much I can do about it. I hope that statement isn't mean-sounding. It isn't meant to be. I only mean to say I'm finite and I'm trying... on many fronts. Blah... ok, enough of that. In other news, I have become a ready consumer of powdered eggs this semester. Being up for a 7:50 class few advantages, but one of them is certainly breakfast. All in all, the extra sleep might do me more good than water-eggs, but I AM up after all and the eggs taste pretty good. It's that time again. That's right, convo time. I have to go be responsible now. Know what would make convo better? Powdered eggs and coffee I think. But not mixed together. That would just be weird. |